wrapping things up....

....literally and metaphorically. the bridal party gifts are wrapped and i am tying up loose ends for the case dawg and i. this time next week i will be so excited i will be moving around like a crazy person i am sure. i will be waking up, with my new mum to be, getting ready to meet my exisiting mum and besties for a day at the spa....thank goodness (as if i have had it so rough over the past 2 weeks being on summer vacation. but it will help calm the anxiousness). I was up for, mmmmmm, about 3 hours lastnight losing my mind about not being able to breath in my dress and getting too hot and the garden closing in on me mid-vow. so i was wide eyed lying in bed going through all the possible disasters. however, until that very moment i was not nervous. although i am not a fan of public speaking....especially public speaking regarding your inner most heartfelts about the one you love....i am not scared. i have never been so sure of anything. never been so happy or shocked or overflowing with delight. those close to me know i can waver, but not at this. through all the planning and frustration i have truly enjoyed being engaged to casey. making everyone happy is impossible but at least i can honestly say i tried. so i continue to finish thank- yous, run around with my mum, organize the car for the boys, clean our house for guests and do laundry for packing. i am just trying to enjoy my last few moments of being a fiance, allowing myself to wrap my head around the fact i will be a wife in less than 10 days. case and i have been so lucky over the past year or so. our friends and family have been a great support and have allowed us to bask in the attention. so to those who read my little diary, thanks so much for loving us!


xo


m......and c;)